you guys gotta get bettser!!!! better!!! whoaah!!! sorry still listening to music, oh i gotta ask something did we have rehearsals today because if we did, i just got cut , i hope not!! anyways hi's!! im bored all day pretty much,
oh woe is me
what a life
life without surprise
life of dreariness
how umreal to call it life
the lies of life

ps not  a poem, just randomly spewing well having a seizure against the keyboard!!

some how was everyone?
im frankly bored and well i haven't found truly awesome anime in a while and that pisses me off and stuff!!

hey what day exactly is our performance for the musical, need to no!!! help!!

the end!!! what a awesome song!! loves it!! whooooaahh!

i'm all alone there's no one here besides me! but u gotta have friends ( i just don't know where they r)! okay what did u guys do this weekend (respond when u come on) COME ON 

i guess i understand that u love me and maybe this would help, but before u make assumptions about whether something is getting worse/better, i suggest u actually get proof, i hadn't done that habit in a month until u told and then i went into a state of deep depression, i was getting better, i cant believe still that u did this thinking it would help, okay stop telling my parents things, they dont help me, trust me, everything would have been just fine, i was on the verge of stopping until this, i mean, argh!! i was soooo close and now im in depression and have headaches and get quesy too often, the impact of this made my life take a drastic turn for the worst, i mean, it was all because you thought it was getting worse when in fact it was getting better! omg, now im soo moody and feel so sunken down...... but whatever, i dont necessarily forgive you, i just more or less accept this that u told and break my faith in u, u could have talked to me first!! u have no clue how i feel right now, i was just in reach, it was so close, that pure smile, i was just soo close and then the clouds shifted and i failed, fell, cried.....!!  

hi so how was ur day? eh, abby how was ur day? Alainana (nanananananaana)? so hows ur world? im having like song writers block or something....... anyways im bored, and well hi BORED!!! now this isnt ur everyday bored, its the unique drony bored, dull sensation-free chapter of my day.......yeah!!

yes im in my pissed mood, now i can't trust u guys anymore!! i can't believe u when u make a promise!! why ? my life is spiraling down into black abyss !! why??? why couldn't u keep ur word? u've made me even sadder then i was before, my life was actually looking up until u did that !! why? ruining...................i thought i could trust u guys! .............! 

okay i need to talk to u guys on tuesday okay?

and im still kinda mad!!

but its the internet.....................i'm confused
but that's life....................im sicken
but thats lunch...................

I'm mad

that abut sums up my day

oh and i had fun at the bowling alley!!
ps elusivelife, did ur parents say u couldn't go cuz they don't like me?

distant skies
faraway oceans
another world
of Fantasies
the kind of place
where dreams can bloom
into reality
the kind of feeling
that makes me weep
tears of joy

distant shadows
faraway radiance
another world
filled with music
the kind of place
where you can fly
the kind of feeling
that makes you free
boundless possibilities

what a wonderful world
what a desirable vision
where anyone can be
can be themselves
can be what they want to be
can feel how they should feel
can love every (every) one
where love reigns

where love is
where hearts combine
where souls are found
where life begins
where love is

distant feelings
faraway lovers
another world
all about love
the kind of place
where affections
can be seen in
the the depths of eyes
the azure blue skies

where i can be
where i can see
where i can love anyone
anyone, everyone
where love is
in these (these)
distant skies
and faraway oceans
another world
beaming with love

whenever you dont have a toothbrush:
you can use your finger
you can a towel
you can a dab a toothpaste
to a freshly used toilet scrubber
but in cases of what i like to call
an exciting start to any day
you can use a finger slipon crest toothbrush
beware that it doesnt work with braces
we are not liable for added junk being stuck in your mouth
anyways try it when your dirty
try it when you just need a mouth scrubber
try it when your atsronomically bored (da-duh, duh ,dah)

slip it on ur finger
then ur ready to clean that mouth
or if you pulled an Abby
then i guess u might need one
i wonder why she forgot hers

anways (da-duh, duh dah)
try it when ur sleeping
try it when ur chopping roast beef
try it after a tuna carsorle
and u stink that fish
(yes this is the only
song that insults the audience personally)
enjoy
ENJOY your crest minty-scrubber!!!
TRY IT TODAY!!!! (DA-DUH, DUH ,DAH)
TaDAH!!!